Kali has spared me from making the decision to have her put down.
She died today while I was out at work. Id given her breakfast
in the morning as usual, and she even ate some of it, but by the
time I got home in the evening she was dead. She had climbed up
to the top self of her house and had died lying on her side. It
almost looked as if she was asleep.
She had been eating very little since the weekend and spent most
of her time asleep. She was constantly tired and didnt have
the energy to do anything. Id already decided that if she
didnt improve by the weekend Id have to have her put
down. Yesterday evening while she was out of her house she looked
particularly tired and I told her that she didnt have to hang
on any longer if she didnt want to. Perhaps she understood
what Id said. Im sorry that I wasnt there when
she died but Im so glad I had the chance to say goodbye.
I do want to find out exactly what was wrong with her and even
though I dont really like the idea, I will have an autopsy